Rest In Peace My Little Angel !
I can still remember vividly the day I saw you. You looked really cute with that beautiful eyes, charming smile, and tufted hair. At that moment, I fell in love with you instantly, did you know that Bao?. I thought that I’d make you happy, I’d teach you cool things to do, little did I know. It was you who taught me a lot of things and I thank you for that.
Thank you for teaching me how to love unconditional.
Thank you for teaching me the meaning of loyalty.
Thank you for teaching me “no matter what you do, I won’t get mad”.
Thank you for teaching me how to stay happy no matter what.
Thank you for teaching me how to have fun.
Thank you for waiting for me while I work at night.
Thank you for licking my face to wake me up in the morning.
Thank you for jogging with me in the morning.
Thank you for sitting nicely while waiting for me to read a newspaper
Thank you for the free kiss.
Thank you for hugging me at night.
Thank you for loving me with every beat of your heart…
I hope you know that I love you with every fiber in my body and every beat of my heart too.
“She was my friend, my partner, my defender, my dog. I was her life, her love, her leader. She was mine, faithful and true, to the last beat of her heart. I owe it to her to be worthy of such devotion.”
Letting you go was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. It broke my heart into million little pieces and I don’t know how to put all those pieces back together. I screamed to God I would give 10 years of my life for you. Every inch of my body is screaming in agony. At night, every time I breathe, it’s like there’s someone squeeze my heart, knowing that I won’t be able to breathe the same air that you breathe anymore, knowing that I won’t be able to give you a good night kiss, knowing I won’t be able to hear you breathe next to me…
I don’t know how can I go through the day knowing you won’t be here next to me. Knowing you won’t welcome me home, it brings tears to my eyes. I don’t know how to live in the world without you in it. But I don’t want you to feel my pain Bao, you should go on…
Do you still remember when I asked you “Are you a secret agent Bao?” with one raised eyebrow, I looked at you suspiciously, and you just laugh at me with those beautiful eyes and licked my face. You were a secret agent that God sent to my family. I must have done something right to deserve this bless. Do you still remember the song I used to sing for you at night Bao? When there were just the two of us, and I held you in my arm. It’s a beautiful song, perfectly describe how I feel about you. I’m not the best singer, but I hope you liked it when I softly scratched your tummy and kissed your eyes while singing this song….
First time I saw Bao Bao, I knew I was in love
She was the gift I got, from somewhere up above
O wow, o yes, o joy, so joy right here in my arms
She looks at me, I can see she’s showing all her charms
Can’t remember what I do before I saw her face
But now she’s here and I can feel her amazing grace
I never knew I could feel love like this, till I met you, Bao. For the last 2 years, there was not a day that went by without a smile or a laugh because of you. Your beautiful eyes and smile never failed to brighten my day. To be able to hug you was like the most peaceful feeling in this world. Seeing your smile was like knowing things are going to be okay. Everyone says how lucky you are to have me, but the truth is, I was the one who’s lucky to have you. I hope I treated you well. It’s a privilege to have you here, a luxury that not everyone is lucky enough to experience. There are no words can describe the pain of losing you nor how much I love you. But I have to let you go, “to love is to let go”, right? But how come it’s really hard to let you go while I truly love you. I want to give back your unconditional love by letting you go Bao, I really do. I thank God that I can be with you till the last moment of your life, holding you in my hands. I hope you are in heaven now, I’ll pray to God every night to tell Him how good you were as my dog, how beautiful you were because I put your new clothes and clean you up to be ready to face Him. As I used to say to you, Bao Bao good girl, smart girl, I love you Bao.
I was falling like a fool for you, do you know that Bao? Every time you looked at me, I fell a little further, I just couldn’t help it. There’s nothing you can do to make me love you less. Your memories will live forever in my heart, will you remember me too Bao? Thank you for miraculous 2 years, even it’s only a short of time, my life will never be the same again, you have changed my life in a way that I never expected you would be, a piece of my heart goes with you. Thank you for all your love lessons. Rest in peace my little girl, my little angel, my secret agent, Xiao Bao Bao…Till we meet again sweet heart.
It’s Bao
There’s a laugh in my eyes
There’s a waltz in my walk
And it’s been such a long time
Since there was hope in my talk
If you never knew
What it is that’s new.. it’s Bao
‘Cause when your hands are in mine
You set a fire that everyone can see
And it’s burning away
Every bad memory
To tell you the truth
If it’s something new.. it’s Bao
It’s Bao in the morning
It’s Bao in the night
A beautiful angel came down
To light up my life
The world’s a different place
Where nothing’s too hard to say
And nothing’s to hard to do
Never too much to go through
To tell you the truth
Everything that’s new.. it’s Bao
It’s Bao in the morning
It’s Bao in the night
A beautiful angel came down
To light up my life
So if I get to grow old
With many years behind me
There’s only one thing I want
One thing I need beside me
For all that you are
For everything you do
For all that you’ve done
Just for showing me the truth
It’s Bao …
Original song : It’s You by Westlife
Akhirnya Punya iPod Touch Juga …
Setelah 2 tahun mupeng sama ipod touch, akhirnya kemarin pas ultah memutuskan untuk memberikan hadiah ke diri sendiri iPod Touch 2nd Gen. 32GB (I know, I know, mungkin agak basi karena udah muncul lama banget di pasaran). Kayaknya sudah sepantasnya memberikan reward ke diri sendiri setelah selama ini selalu mengutamakan orang lain :D, dan setelah bener-bener megang tuh iPod (thx Otmakus udah dikirim ke rumah), wah … gilee … mulus, sexy, kinclong, puas bener dah, meski gak bisa masukkin game2 bajakan, karena harus lewat iTunes alias Apple Store untuk masukkin application nya, tetep aja I Love It ! (Sorry ya xiao bao, sampe kamu gak tak ajakin main 2 hari gara-gara masih kemaruk sama ipod touch nya).
Setiap orang yang tau aku beli ipod touch, selalu tanya, kok gak beli iphone aja sekalian? Jawabannya, aku butuh entertainment gadget bukan hape, kalo hape dibuat pasang music/video/main etc. batrei nya bisa cepet abis. Lagian, untuk hape, masih nunggu availability N97 di Indo 
Listing aplikasi/games yang sangat disarankan masuk ke ipod (semuanya gratis euy, ada yang mo nambahin?) :
1. Yahoo Messenger
2. Yahoo Music (Radio)
3. FilesLite (untuk buka PDF/Doc/File2 secara offline)
4. Scramble (Game)
5. BlackJack (Game)
Penjualan Pertamaku !!! Yay !
Akhirnya setelah satu tahun bikin website untuk affiliasi, akhirnya berhasil juga mecahin telur, wohoooo !!! Seneng abis, bikin semangat baru yang sempet kendur gara-gara sepertinya tidak ada harapan. Karena itu sejarah ini harus dicatat, semoga bakal ada penjualan kedua, ketiga, keempat, keseratus, keseribu … dst :D. Terima kasih buat tips and tricks adwords dari om gambul.
Salah satu resolusi tahun 2009 adalah kembali fokus ke website affiliasi yang cuma sebiji dan disia-siakan, gara-garanya ya itu tadi, keliatannya hopeless. Tapi seperti kata pepatah (lupa pepatah siapa) : In order to see a great view, you have to climb the moutain.
Yes we can !
- Barrack H. Obama
Four Faces Buddha Birthday November 9, 2008
Kemarin merayakan ultah Four Faces Buddha lagi di Thailand, tepatnya tanggal 9 November 2008 ultahnya, berangkat bareng my mom and sister. Thank God masih dikasih kesempatan untuk jalan2 kesana tahun ini, lumayan capek juga, 2 malam di Bangkok dan 1 malam di S’pore, ikut tour sih, jadi semua-semua kudu cepat. Jadi pengen nyoba kalo berangkat sendiri gimana … holiday yang bener-bener holiday, bukannya malah pulangnya babak belur, manggil tukang pijit bolak balik hihihi …
Sekilas tentang Four Faces Buddha ini, posisi dia tepat di tikungan jalan, atau pojoknya hotel Erawan Hyatt Bangkok. Kenapa bisa ditikungan, ceritanya gini … dulu waktu si Erawan ini bangun hotel, selalu aja ada masalah, entah tukangnya yang celaka, jatuh, alat listrik tiba-tiba nggak jalan, bahkan sampe ada meninggal. Nah si Erawan ini kemudian berkonsultasi sama seorang biksu (95% orang Thailand beragama Buddha), nah dari situ, si biksu ini memberitahu bahwa tempat hotel tersebut sebenarnya tempat Dewa Empat Muka, trus tiba-tiba mau diusir karena dibangun hotel, tentu saja si Dewa ini marah. Si biksu ini memberi solusi pada si Erawan, supaya dia tetap bisa membangun hotelnya, sediakan tempat juga buat Four Faces Buddha ini, kuil kecil gitu lah … nah akhirnya diputuskan untuk memotong bangunan dia bagian pojok itu, untuk dibuatkan kuil kecil untuk Four Faces Buddha. Makanya dari foto di bawah ini, kelihatan kan belakangnya itu hotel Hyatt si Erawan itu, tapi sekarang udah hilang nama Hyatt nya, tinggal Erawan hotel aja, hotel orang tajir.
Nah jadi bayangkan tempat sembahyang sekecil itu, kalo pas ultahnya Four Faces Buddha, orang dari Hongkong, China, Taiwan, Malaysia, Indonesia, pokoknya Asia deh, plus orang Thailandnya sendiri tumplek blek disana … phew … tapi untuk pagi hari, khusus yang boleh masuk pekerja Erawan Hotel sendiri, termasuk bule-bule yang kerja di Erawan Hotel, yang katanya kalo nggak sembahyang disana, kerjanya nggak pernah bisa lama atau beres. Pernah dulu ada seorang wanita dari Hongkong yang gak begitu percaya dan heran kenapa orang-orang yang sembahyang di tempat ini banyak sekali, juga menyumbang tari-tarian (ada penari-penari Thailand dimana jika kita menyumbang sejumlah uang, mereka akan menari) dia malah sempet berikrar, kalau sampai dia bisa kaya, dia sendiri bakal nari telanjang di hadapan patung Four Faces Buddha. Dan pada akhirnya dia memang jadi kaya, bahkan menang undian bermilyar-milyar, akhirnya dia balik lagi ke Thailand untuk menuntaskan janjinya, eitss…jangan ngeres dulu pikirannya, dia memang nari telanjang, tapi satu kuil ditutup kain oleh polisi hehehe, jadi nggak ada yang bisa ngeliat.
Tour kali ini singkat aja, cuma 2 malam di bangkok, sehabis dari Four Faces Buddha ultah, kita dibawa ke klenteng lain, Kwan-Im Temple.
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A full time part time technical consultant and a part time full time internet marketer (hoping someday I can be a part time internet marketer and a full time traveler). I don’t like vegetables, a true meat eater. I'm an Agnostic, believe in God, but haven’t made decision which religion to follow (if I had to choose, my first choice would be Buddhist), I believe in karma, cause and effect, all living creatures are responsible for their karma, their actions and the effects of their actions.
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